Delusions Of Grandeur

At the age of 27 I began loathing my career in IT Support and romanticizing about starting a business so I could be my own boss. Little did I know the long uphill slog I was about to face in rising to that challenge.

My first mistake was in dreaming too big too early. For at least 12 years I suffered from delusions of grandeur as I mocked up one PowerPoint presentation after another, naively thinking I would inspire developer talent to invest time and effort into building my lofty ideas.  

I soon realized I had a whole swag of limiting beliefs holding me back and a lot of inner work ahead of me. The inner work began with several Reiki healing sessions which was the equivalent of taking the blue pill in The Matrix movie. Vividly re-experiencing traumatic past life and early childhood memories was the start of my epic journey within! 

In the delight and curiosity of all things metaphysical, over the next 5 years I went deep with the Law Of Attraction and a lot of beliefs were overhauled through Theta Healing.

Out Of Alignment

Despite all this inner work, I was still operating incorrectly...

1. I was focused on starting a 'business' when I should have been focused on just having a meaningful impact RIGHT NOW.
2. My mind was in control and I didn't know any better.
3. My ideas weren't grounded in the unique wisdom and gifts I was incarnated to share.
4. I wasn't operating in the way I was divinely designed.

Enter the Gene Keys

In May 2021 I was introduced to the Gene Keys and after generating my chart I was presented with a diagram with lots of circles, numbers and names. To find out what this all meant I purchased the Gene Keys ebooks and began to synthesize the author's extremely deep and detailed contemplations into short summarizes that I could easily re-read and contemplate. 

The outcome of the 3 sequences (Genius, Love & Prosperity) was transformation, conscious awareness of my shadow patterns and the gifts that I am here to share with the world. 

Enter Human Design

In June 2021 I became very intrigued by Human Design which the Gene Keys is based on. In generating my chart I found out I was a Pure Manifesting Generator. To find out what this meant and how to read the chart I took a fellow Manifesting Generator's advice and checked out Nadia Quinn's TikTok Channel, to which I became immediately hooked and proceeded to binge on her first 50 videos. I then listened to the DayLuna podcast episode on Manifesting Generators and that gave me a tremendous understanding and appreciation for how I'm designed to operate.

By this stage I was so fascinated and obsessed with applying my design that I decided to surrender to it and journal about the experience. You can  begin reading it here.

While I've experienced many accurate readings from the fields of Psychic Mediumship, Numerology, Astrology, StrengthsFinder, Wealth Dynamics, Myer Briggs, Kolbe A Index, and the Enneagram, none were as intricately on point and ACTIONABLE as the Strategy, Authority and Type of our Human Design. It's no wonder it is referred to as 'the missing Blueprint for how we were designed to operate'.

Thanks also goes to my Gene Keys profile for I now understand why my online and offline ideas all revolve around shining a light on the talents of others. This trait has led me to:

1. Write the Follow Your Feelings ebook for Manifesting Generators with the wisdom gained from relentlessly applying my design.
2. Offer Purpose Of Work sessions to help you pinpoint your purpose. I literally feel an auric energetic buzz (which I call an Aura-Gasm) whenever you talk about the work your soul is calling you towards.
3. Start a Manifesting Generator Facebook Group to share insights and resources, and host community events.
4. Create Gene Keys Express AI to simplify and speed up results of the Gene Keys System (& I'm currently converting this into an AI Workflow).
5. Create the KaHuna Australia online directory for KaHuna & Lomi Lomi Bodyworkers.
6. Write a blog to track my Manifesting Generator journey. 

The Silver Lining

The Law Of Attraction taught me there is no such thing as FAILURE. If I learnt something, I didn't fail. 

For every one of my attempts at starting a business I made ridiculous amounts of mistakes in all areas. I refused, ignored, misinterpreted and bastardized perfectly good advice.

Fortunately, for every mistake I made, I now understand why it was a mistake. If you tell me to do something without explaining the "WHY" behind it, that just doesn't work for me. My mind can't appreciate the advice until I understand WHY it is the right advice. And I often gain that understanding by first doing everything that is wrong!

The point of all my adversity is to recognize and integrate the wisdom that I can now pass on to others who are drawn to me.

That Special Something

As I look back now at my many swings at the plate of trying to start a business so that I could be my own boss, the struggle makes sense. You see, I spent 40 years searching outside of myself for that special something of immense value that would bring me success. In the end, I discovered that special something was already within me and it was there all along!

That special something is actually a couple of things...

On the thinking end of the spectrum, I'm all about conceptualizing and building systems. 'Systems' is how I do everything from cooking, to exercise, organizing information, saving time and effort, and so on. Every business idea, strategy, and productivity hack is based on a system.

On the feeling end of the spectrum, I have the ability to feel when a person is speaking from soul or from their mind. This ability allows me to guide people away from mind-generated ideas and instead deep dive to discover WHAT their soul is really trying to express in the world and HOW it wants to express it.

In mid 2024 I stumbled upon something called Category Design which my sacral responded "YES" to. It offered a complete paradigm shift in its approach to business/marketing strategy. Category Design throws out the traditional rules of marketing and comes at it from a new and powerful angle. It is the Category Design approach that makes Uber, Spanx, Apple, Canva, Qualtrics, and Airbnb so successful.

It wasn't until early October 2024, that another very important piece of the puzzle fell into place thanks to the Kolbe A Index test result, where I discovered that I naturally shine when I'm working on a team. This was a HUGE revelation because I'd spent the last 19 years thinking that I was here to work by myself... WRONG! The Kolbe A result went on to say that "I excel when I support infrastructure, bridge differences, respond to needs, and blend abilities into productive efforts." All true.

Leaning into Systems-Thinking & Purpose-Based Business Development

I have decided that it's time to express all of me in regards to the content of ManifestingGenerators.com 

I had been holding back the content that I was most passionate about because I couldn't see a direct connection between the two. Fortunately, that block has lifted and I'm now eager to use my Systems-Thinking gifts and Aura-Gasms to help Manifesting Generators feel satisfied with their progress and impact each day.

Where to from here?

I am planning content and building a SoulSync Suite of AI tools and other resources to help Manifesting Generators get easy access to...

 🌟 Productivity hacks & paradigm shifting concepts

 🎯 Ideas for pinpointing business strategies that feel natural, not forced

 🤖 AI tools to amplify efficiency

 💫 Human Design insights for peak performance

 🌈 Opportunities to synergize/collaborate with myself and each other

You'll first find this content in my Manifesting Generators Facebook group and then in my blog.